Jenny's random life stories

If my hair were a person, id wanna beat the crap out of it, but i cant cuz i wouldnt wanna mess it up too bad....


its like a mentally retarded lil kid who runs around spitting on everyone...

u wanna hurt it but u cant...

ne one share my pain?

 Jason's icon

 Jenny's icon

 

Yeah. we smell it. yur envy. LOL jk. ;)

woah.... i totally just felt a slight sting in my chest, in the area of my heart. it stung bad, and at the very second my heart was broken </3. but thats ok, i got my friends, and im still in luv with life..well slightly. i think its still mad at me for wanting to take it away last week, and im still recovering of loving it again.. i think i knew it all along, but just hearing it out loud from him kinna jus......punched me in the face after slowly moving toward me in slow motion, and the second he said "unfortunately, yeah" the play button was pressed. but ya kno wut? im still good :) bieng best friends is way better, and i think i woulda said that a month ago too. i kno i wouldve. the sting is gone, and life goes on. no use in focusing on the past right;)

my new icon!!! i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv it:D theyre so friggin adorible.

 

i duno if i should use that one tho, or one of these. u guys b the judge

GRR! i dont like that one, they make them do all these stupid things for publicity,

when theyre not really lesbian. i hate that grrrr not that one

i think i might go with the second one cuz theyre laughing and i can use that one whenever im in a happy mood:P

ok i decided

k these r gonna b my 3

:D

i think this is everyone at one point, so this will b my sad one. its pretty self explanitory ne way

this will b my happy one, where im all giddy and excited:D

this will just  b my normal one. just, when im not extremely happy or sad. just inbetween:D my icons will now represent my moods hehe

 

 

omg.  guys. imagine this

 

yur sittin on yur butt, not reall yhaving ne thing to do. then, u hear the doorbell ring. u see a semi short, like 5'5", beautiful, latin 18 yr old incredibly sweet girl with long beautiful light brown wavy hair who claims she just woke up and moved into the house next to the one thats next to u 2 weeks ago, and asks to use yur phone becuz hers isnt working. totally sweet, totally gorgeous. i just made a new friend and have met the first pretty NICE girl that lives on my street:D o and her names daisy. i wouldnt let her see me cuz i just woke up myself and i look like CRAP. im gonan stop by her house later to say hey all dressed up and nice n stuff. :D

after a year and a half, which is when i originally moved here, i have found my purpose for living on this street...which is this day when i met one of the most beautiful sweet girls and i bet will b an awsm friends:D we already kina are, we talked for a while, evne tho i wouldnt allow her to see me through the gate door lol. she says im really nice and she'll stop by more often. i totally just made a friend...ON MY STREET...after a year and a half, i found a chick friend that isnt stupid, immature, a dumb blonde, or a bitch haha.

dude life is throwing SO MANY kool things my way!!

first Scott

now Daisy!!!

 

shes so beautiful..and KOOL, when do u ever find a chick like that on my street? never.

but i find those kinna chicks everywhere..i found trisha, i found lauren, i found larissa...u all r sooo incredibly beautiful inside and out. i luv u guyz so much<3 u guys r like my sisters

for those of u who love me, u should totally go to this site and buy me a belly button ring for 1.99:D:D:D http://www.bodycandy.com/cgi-bin/category.cgi?category=banbar&orderby=INVENTORY.hot desc, INVENTORY.brand, INVENTORY.model&template=&templatehead=&templatebody=&templatefoot=&templatethumb=&&start=0


aww come on, how can u resist?! theyre normally 20 bux :P lol jk u dont have to but it would b pure awsm sauce

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v231/Xtremechick2B/bellybuttonring11.jpg\


^^^^^ koolest belly button ring invented to [wo]man!!!!!!!

o come on guys, NO one knows how to put that pic in my last entry into my backround at all?!

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998



Six years ago, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog


if ne of u guys have ne idea how to post that as my backround, lemme kno!

i got up at 11 to do some work. drank some caffine. didnt do a single bit of work. talked to my luv latrisha<3 haha. and now im finally gonna attempt sleep at 2:43 pm.

its 12:30, i had caffine, and theres No one to talk to! well there is but i cant reach the phone at the moment without my parents bieng like "AaAaAH! JeNnY! wUT r u DOIN!?" lol. hmm im gonna go reach the phone, i hate loneliness!! especially if making it go away is within my grasp.

psh, wut a crack whore, LOL! no not really, larissa is always awake til like friggin 3 or 4 in the morning, but she wont answer her cell. im hoping shes not temporarily dumb and decides to call me back. shes like my best friend, has been since i was a wee toddler in 7th grade. we hang out once in a blue moon, but lately weve been hanging out a lot.

No wonder i woke up! i fell asleep around 7. woah.

maybe 6.

so this face wash i use is meant to b used once at night and once in the morning, and usually i just use it in the morning, but i used it right now cuz im kinna bored lol and my face is all soft and glowy, like it is every morning.

i just noticed that avrils last cd is aLL sad songs.:( i wanna happy song! but i cant download ne thing if i dont have a downloading program, so im stuck with cheesy bad default windows media player songs, and avrils sight. God only knows ive listened to my KoRn cd too many friggin times.

o well, ill listen to it again

Death?

so i havent wanted to die in...psh...like a year, but sunday night, woah im tellin u... i was practically begging for it, not out loud tho. i felt like...i wasnt destined to b happy...i was sittin there, thinkin of all my ex's, all the crap..and i had a blade nearby, and pills nearby also, like just household pills and especially midol, cuz it says if u take more than 3 to contact 911 immidiatly. i had about 20 sittin near me. but i duno, i just sat there, on the bathroom floor, silent, thinking, bawling.

i made a promise ((after one of the times i tried killing myself)) to Karl that i wouldnt try to ever kill myself again, and karl and i dont even talk ne more, i dont even think were friends ne more, just "aquantences" but for some reason, it stopped me. i mean i promised lots of ppl, but just promising Karl is wut stopped me, and the fact that just hours ago that night i promised chris i wouldnt cut myself again for a long time.

i knew i sinned and broke too many promises to break ne more, and my heart just sank in shreds, knewing i just wasnt gonna do it. i had tried so many times in the past, coming so dreadfully close, then they wanted to send me to all these (woah, gonna attempt to spell a word but im gonna totally crash this!) Fasilities and hospitals. but im gettin all better now, and i wont feel like that again for a looong time

wellllllllllllllllllll it is now 1:36 and after an hour of browsing through myspace n stuff i think im gonna head out. go to sleep? no, i wish. still not sleepy:-/ the one time i finally find a caffinated drink that works, i drink it in the worst possible time. looks like im gonna need it tomorrow for class ey!?

 

stay frosty

!

and eat yur vegees

~Jen